I woke up this morning and realized that... I really am declining from the person I want to be.
The last few weeks, I've been staying up late all the time and waking up late in the morning, my schedual usually putting me going to sleep around 1:00 a.m. or so and getting up at about 11:00 a.m. a scant 3 hours before my first class of the day. It really gets on my nerves because I've missed a good bit of gym time the last week and I'm kicking myself because of it.
And that's when I realized one of the big things that's changed about me is that I am not nearly as self-disciplined as I used to be. Its a big thing that I need to work on. So tonight, screw the world. After I get off from work at 8:30, I'm going home, getting a wee bit of study time and play time in, then I'm hitting the hay at 10:30. I'll let you know how that all works out.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
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